Deciding you want to have kids is weird. You either want them or you don’t. You either are in that part of your life or you’re not. Yeah sure it’s happens by what some people call an “accident” or you didn’t know it was what you wanted until it happened. There are even some people … Continue reading some of us.
I had a stillbirth.
Here comes one of the hardest things I have ever written. Two Thousand Eighteen was a nightmare of a year for us. If I had been told how hard it was going to be prior to the start I would be in disbelief. My life was content before 2018, I thought I had learned all … Continue reading I had a stillbirth.
round two.
Whenever I get too much going on in my head, I don't feel like sharing any part of me with the world. I take a break from writing, I try not to make any plans, I stray away from my normal routine, I stop reaching out to talk to other people and I just can't … Continue reading round two.
i’ll be okay.
It kind of feels like I faked the past 6 weeks. You go from one day behaving as a pregnant lady and then the next day you're able to go back to drinking, eating poke bowls, and not having to stop what your doing every hour to hold back the gags of nausea from your … Continue reading i’ll be okay.
maybe timing isn’t everything.
There is no baby. Kelly, there is no baby. I spent my 3 day weekend home alone, repeating this mantra to myself. Unless you want to count my two dogs as being there for me. President's weekend was my husband's family and close group of friends 20th annual trip to the desert. I've only been around since … Continue reading maybe timing isn’t everything.
