As much as I don't want it to, waiting for my time to become a mom because the universe has its own schedule-- is pretty much all consuming. I've hoped to not give it much thought, ride the waves and let it flow until my body is ready for the opportunity to become a mom. Easier … Continue reading maybe.
badass babes.
Up until this week I was in a dark lull. They don't really tell you how draining it can be to try for a baby unsuccessfully and to keep trying. I've spent the last 5 months wondering what the heck I am doing. This isn't a normal state of mind for me. Usually there is … Continue reading badass babes.
winter has come and gone. good riddance.
It's the first day of Spring! It's the first day of Spring! Winter was definitely not my season. I am already not a fan of the winter #californiagirl -- this year basically just brought on even more despise. So, I am counting on this next season to bring new growth and bravery into my world. I've been … Continue reading winter has come and gone. good riddance.
i’ll be okay.
It kind of feels like I faked the past 6 weeks. You go from one day behaving as a pregnant lady and then the next day you're able to go back to drinking, eating poke bowls, and not having to stop what your doing every hour to hold back the gags of nausea from your … Continue reading i’ll be okay.
maybe timing isn’t everything.
There is no baby. Kelly, there is no baby. I spent my 3 day weekend home alone, repeating this mantra to myself. Unless you want to count my two dogs as being there for me. President's weekend was my husband's family and close group of friends 20th annual trip to the desert. I've only been around since … Continue reading maybe timing isn’t everything.
the stigmas that come with marriage.
So, the other day at work as one of my young female co-workers was leaving the building after a long work day she said, "Got to go to the grocery, then cook, then go to the gym. Ha, it's like I'm a wife of something". What the fuck is that supposed to mean, bitch? Initially this kind … Continue reading the stigmas that come with marriage.
27 years of life and the 1 year anniversary with my Fitbit.
I swear there is a correlation between the two things in the title I chose for this post. As I approach my 27th year of flying through the universe on this tiny rock we call home I am doing some reflective thinking, mostly things to do with my health this year. My day of birth is … Continue reading 27 years of life and the 1 year anniversary with my Fitbit.
being human. human being.
Sometimes it is good to talk about things that are hard to talk about. Sometimes it is good to talk about things that never get talked about. Sometimes that helps validate that it actually happened, that other people were there for it too. Sometimes that makes it all feel a little bit more normal. Sometimes … Continue reading being human. human being.
common knowledge isn’t actually common knowledge.
A couple of weeks ago, my husband and I went and saw Joe Rogan do his new stand up bit. Tour dates here! Highly recommend if he is coming to a city near you. My obsession with Joe started after I watched his Netflix special, "Triggered". I've since watched it about 5 more times. Then I was introduced to … Continue reading common knowledge isn’t actually common knowledge.
processing through new feelings. this is weird.
Before writing about this topic it is something I have been thinking about for a solid month now after an interaction I had that left me feeling kind of sad, to be honest. Recently I have gone out of my comfort zone and hung out with some girls from work. It is weird for me … Continue reading processing through new feelings. this is weird.
