Whenever I get too much going on in my head, I don't feel like sharing any part of me with the world. I take a break from writing, I try not to make any plans, I stray away from my normal routine, I stop reaching out to talk to other people and I just can't … Continue reading round two.
I love to watch movies that make me think. I watch a lot of documentaries and crime stuff. Why is what goes on in the criminal justice system and in a murder's mind so fucking interesting? Anyways, I watched this movie on Netflix last night, The Discovery. The basic premise, without giving too much away--- This guy creates a … Continue reading the discovery.
Lately I have been pretty uninspired to write much of anything. I feel like anything I want to get out of my head is mostly negative. I hate negative energy, don't want to be putting out those vibes. I know I've written about it over and over again, but this is a really rough season in … Continue reading tired & uninspired.
As much as I don't want it to, waiting for my time to become a mom because the universe has its own schedule-- is pretty much all consuming. I've hoped to not give it much thought, ride the waves and let it flow until my body is ready for the opportunity to become a mom. Easier … Continue reading maybe.
Up until this week I was in a dark lull. They don't really tell you how draining it can be to try for a baby unsuccessfully and to keep trying. I've spent the last 5 months wondering what the heck I am doing. This isn't a normal state of mind for me. Usually there is … Continue reading badass babes.
It's the first day of Spring! It's the first day of Spring! Winter was definitely not my season. I am already not a fan of the winter #californiagirl -- this year basically just brought on even more despise. So, I am counting on this next season to bring new growth and bravery into my world. I've been … Continue reading winter has come and gone. good riddance.
It kind of feels like I faked the past 6 weeks. You go from one day behaving as a pregnant lady and then the next day you're able to go back to drinking, eating poke bowls, and not having to stop what your doing every hour to hold back the gags of nausea from your … Continue reading i’ll be okay.