As we round out to the final month of this journey, which could still end fatally. The thought still always in the back of our minds. I want to reflect on one things I have learned along the way over the past 9 months. Just in case another PAL mama stumbles across my blog at … Continue reading do all the things.
As I sit down to write my January blog, I realize that it must be obvious I have been procrastinating, as it is the last day of January. It has been really hard deciphering my thoughts these past couple of months. I've been busy mentally to say the least. Besides coming to terms with having … Continue reading 29.
the next step in our journey.
It happened. Around eight months into our journey we found out a family friend had lost their baby. My bodies initial reaction was to cry and feel sick to my stomach. My thoughts went straight to guilt because I thought I had wanted someone who knew what I was feeling but as soon as we … Continue reading the next step in our journey.
you buy a house, with plans to make it a home. maybe it has 3, 4, 5 bedrooms. you check that off your list. you start to picture the future. you remember your room as a child and everything your parents provided for you. you imagine providing for someone in the same way. & that's … Continue reading empty rooms.
I am mostly a person who always has to have a plan. The more chaos or unstructured plans that come into my life the more overwhelmed I feel. Whether it's a set schedule for weekly meals, a do-list at work or an itinerary for an upcoming trip, I am usually always prepared. I function at … Continue reading in betweeners.
the summer without Benjamin.
Summer is my favorite season. I am actually pretty bitter that it is already the first week of Fall. Not that we even get many seasonal days here in California. I mean, I do love pumpkin flavored everything and cozy socks, but I'll miss my tan lines and the pool days more. & honestly who … Continue reading the summer without Benjamin.
common knowledge isn’t actually common knowledge.
A couple of weeks ago, my husband and I went and saw Joe Rogan do his new stand up bit. Tour dates here! Highly recommend if he is coming to a city near you. My obsession with Joe started after I watched his Netflix special, "Triggered". I've since watched it about 5 more times. Then I was introduced to … Continue reading common knowledge isn’t actually common knowledge.
holiday rant. not a pleasant one.
I have to take the time to write about the holidays because the WordPress Discovery feed is saturated with Thanksgiving overload... and I am sure in no time the Christmas posts will take over. I guess, inevitably it is that time of the year again. Oh Joy. I don't know, man. Call me the Grinch, … Continue reading holiday rant. not a pleasant one.