It happened. Around eight months into our journey we found out a family friend had lost their baby. My bodies initial reaction was to cry and feel sick to my stomach. My thoughts went straight to guilt because I thought I had wanted someone who knew what I was feeling but as soon as we … Continue reading the next step in our journey.
you buy a house, with plans to make it a home. maybe it has 3, 4, 5 bedrooms. you check that off your list. you start to picture the future. you remember your room as a child and everything your parents provided for you. you imagine providing for someone in the same way. & that's … Continue reading empty rooms.
I am mostly a person who always has to have a plan. The more chaos or unstructured plans that come into my life the more overwhelmed I feel. Whether it's a set schedule for weekly meals, a do-list at work or an itinerary for an upcoming trip, I am usually always prepared. I function at … Continue reading in betweeners.
Summer is my favorite season. I am actually pretty bitter that it is already the first week of Fall. Not that we even get many seasonal days here in California. I mean, I do love pumpkin flavored everything and cozy socks, but I'll miss my tan lines and the pool days more. & honestly who … Continue reading the summer without Benjamin.
A couple of weeks ago, my husband and I went and saw Joe Rogan do his new stand up bit. Tour dates here! Highly recommend if he is coming to a city near you. My obsession with Joe started after I watched his Netflix special, "Triggered". I've since watched it about 5 more times. Then I was introduced to … Continue reading common knowledge isn’t actually common knowledge.
I have to take the time to write about the holidays because the WordPress Discovery feed is saturated with Thanksgiving overload... and I am sure in no time the Christmas posts will take over. I guess, inevitably it is that time of the year again. Oh Joy. I don't know, man. Call me the Grinch, … Continue reading holiday rant. not a pleasant one.