For some reason, recently I have been stuck thinking about things in the past that I obviously can't change. Things that obviously made me who I am. Things that obviously suck but there is no reason to be crying over spilled milk at this point in my life. Maybe it is the hormones. Going on 9 … Continue reading sometimes the past haunts me.
the discovery.
I love to watch movies that make me think. I watch a lot of documentaries and crime stuff. Why is what goes on in the criminal justice system and in a murder's mind so fucking interesting? Anyways, I watched this movie on Netflix last night, The Discovery. The basic premise, without giving too much away--- This guy creates a … Continue reading the discovery.
young, wild & free.
It has been months since I've felt as carefree as I once had. I came out of 2017 high off life. I've written about it time and time again, about the encroaching feeling that life hasn't been what I wanted it to be since the year started. Then I had another weekend where I got … Continue reading young, wild & free.
tired & uninspired.
Lately I have been pretty uninspired to write much of anything. I feel like anything I want to get out of my head is mostly negative. I hate negative energy, don't want to be putting out those vibes. I know I've written about it over and over again, but this is a really rough season in … Continue reading tired & uninspired.
maybe.
As much as I don't want it to, waiting for my time to become a mom because the universe has its own schedule-- is pretty much all consuming. I've hoped to not give it much thought, ride the waves and let it flow until my body is ready for the opportunity to become a mom. Easier … Continue reading maybe.
badass babes.
Up until this week I was in a dark lull. They don't really tell you how draining it can be to try for a baby unsuccessfully and to keep trying. I've spent the last 5 months wondering what the heck I am doing. This isn't a normal state of mind for me. Usually there is … Continue reading badass babes.
intermittent social media detoxing.
I've been doing this thing where I delete my Instagram app for a couple days at a time to give myself a break from aimlessly scrolling through other peoples lives. I deleted my Snapchat app permanently and I only use my Facebook for our community watch page. I take breaks during the week. On the … Continue reading intermittent social media detoxing.